2.22am

Well i'm feeling so down suddently. Feel like i have just been hurt... God i hate this type of days coz the victim will be my hubby coz he will think that he have done something wrong which he never commit. Maybe it's my time of the month is coming... i felt like so lost and down...
I promise im that i am going to bed 3 hour ago but here i am typing nonsence again...
I am feeling so depressed and the songs on my window player is all heartbreaking song...
God i have to download more happy songs, any recomendation.. Something to perk me up..
why do girls always have this type of mood swing and guys don't??? They should have too coz then they will know how we felt and not scolding us or blaming themself when we girls are having mood swing. It's not that we want the mood swing but it just came..... maybe i am feeling too many happiness that the depression is attacking me back??? I hope my depression will go away tomorrow coz i'm going to meet umairah again... well children always makes me happy... And chocolates i'm gonna stuff myself with chocolates and coffee..... hehe the thought of it makes me kindda happy too... LATEST NEWS!!! i am an aunty with 3 nephew and 2 niece GOSH!!! i felt so old... and 1 more coming soon..... why do people get married so young... When am i getting married and experience my own joy... haha NO MONEY NO MARRIAGE niwae i'm too young to get married... I'm only 20yrs and 3month and 4 days... Too young rite... ;P well it's better to share happiness and help people then having my own happiness, SPREAD THE LOVE.... That's what people need... Suddently i'm tinking of taufik batisah... He look so depressed(even though he do smile) and some kind of sad like something missing... Like something is in his mind... Why do people look depressed this few days... He look so tires ad raged... k lah signing off...
Taufik Batisah will aways be my idol...