hi world... kidda sick today... got a very terrible headache... well went to visit my cousin and her baby well was kindda shocked coz they don't know how to handle baby and i really mean handle as in how to carry the baby... how to chage the diapers... how to wash the kid up ... what type of lotion to use or what infant formular... well not to boast but i know almost everything even though i don't have baby... when i ask the father wether they have drapolene, in case u too don't know it's a anti-nappy rash cream, and he was so blur... i mean they have 0% knowledge of a baby and i tot that everyone knows how to handle baby. they don't even know how to carry baby, even the father is scared to carry his own son but i just carry his son and put it in his arms... god... now i know there is such people sih... well i guess if u wanna have baby go for class or what or u will .... i don't know what to say sih... well maybe i am blessed with motherly characyer and knowledge or what... coz i can almost handle all baby.. maybe i shoukd consider becomming a nanny or child care teacher... coz i have passion for them.. god... my head is hurting sih... can't even lie down coz my head hurts so much... feel like knocking my head to the wall. And know what my grandma is smell of petai god my head hurts more when she is around me... and she has a very bad habit of not bathing and i can't stand it and know what i am sleeping in the same room as her... well kindda suffering lah... well she is not that terrible lah at first but after hajj she is getting worst sih... and sometimes i can't stand it... i even told her to get bathed often and ask her to use deodorant and perfumed poeder but she never listen to me.. and when she washed our clothes, anyway we told her not to do so, she never put any soap or soflan or whatever so after washing the clothes stinks and we don't have the heart to complaint sih and when she cooked she just anyhow cook sometimes yesterday keftovers she will mix the dishes together... and now her recent habit is to eat jering, well it's kindda like petai but much more smelly, and the whole house will smell of it and i kindda hate the smell and i am having a headache and the smell makes my head worse. and almost every dish she cooked or my mum cooked she will put jering in it.. she knows i don't eat it and i am a picky eater can't she just cook what she wants to eat and respect what others don't eat... god... i am not suppose to talk about others(mengumpat lah) but i can't take it sih... the smell hahahaha well maybe u think i am joking lah but only if ure in my shoe then u know and later this year i am going to shift and she also lah but what will happen sih to the new house... i wanna her to just sit down and rest but she will always do something and make a mess in the house, never take a bath... sometimes i can't take the smell sih... haiz.... nasib agaknye eh.... k lah world gonna sign out and leave u some pictures of my cousins baby...