I don't know what to say or what to do.. ok leet me remember from a to z

him: hi, ngah buat ape?
me: Ngah makan kuih ye..
before i can talk further he interupted
him: eh i ada good news tau, well to me lah tak tahu pulak you
me: erm... ape?? Is it....
interupted again
him: i dah dapt surat ns tau, i masok on 9 dec pukul 9am kat tekong, i ada dapat 5 family ticket tau satu untuk ayah, satu untuk mak, satu untuk kakak kalau abg fauzie nak ikut then ade lagi satu ticket tapi i save kan satu ticket untuk u... U datang ikut kan..
me: erm..
interupted again
him: u mesti kene ikut tau.....
he went on talking but my mind was somewhere else thinking and i don't even remeber what he is talking...
him: u kene datang rumah i pagi tau coz i kene sampai tekong kul 9am, kita naik boat...
a long pause....
me: oh ok... i tot kene gather kat pasir ris then naik bus macam slalu org lain
him: oh tak... tu kalau reservist after the 2 month...
me: oh....
him: you ikut eh??? ( not a question but an order, i guess???)
me: insyaallah... haizz...
Him: Nanti Nov kita leh celebrate aniversary kita kan?
me: (thinking bout my birthday, do he remember it at all?)
him: ok lah i meet you on monday k.. kita buka luar?
me: ade duit ke??
him: (laughing) tengok dulu lah... klau tidak jumpa je..
me: ok..

then we put down the phone...

i don't know what to think.. Shoulld i be happy? Should i be sad? he has been waiting for a long time to masok ns and he is preety excited about it.. i don't know kind of scared too..yyelah banyak org kata kalau lelaki masok ns nanti berubah... ade yg cari lain ade yg dah boring ngan matair haiz... i don't know what to think... should i follow and sent him to tekong or should i not? i don't want to cry or whatever i don't know he have to go... maybe i must not think of the negative.. dulu pun dia tinggal kan i for 2 month untuk attachment kat melaka... i tink everythink should be just fine... i promise you sayang i akan setia... hope you too...