i am so bothered by my dream today
i am feeling so down....
the dream take place like normal situation when i am with him
i can't remember where but what i still remember and i don't think i forget that
we were somewhere and i am giving him advice on medication, i think vit c
like i always do then suddently dia merajuk
so i pujuk dia lah cam biasa
the he says while smilling so sly and corny and say
" kenape you still call me daddy, what do you want from me?"
in a playfull mood then i realise i replied
" i don't understand why i can still seduce you even though you nak kawin in 2 days times"
then his face change ....
he look so stress up and disappointed..
he says " i dah ade home loan, i plan i nak beli rumah and put ure name as the owner so that
each time i balik keje i can come and see you"
and i replied" you nak kita matair selama2nye? you want me to be your mistress"
then he change the topic and says that the house at woodlands is good coz it's far from his in laws
and then i told him then kalau u nak beli rumah ngan ure ( looking down and in soft tone) ure wife
tak, i tak kan beli rumah untuk dia we will stay in her parents house je...

then i was awake by my alarm clock
and till now i am stil so bothered and i can't think straight
i am scared coz usually my dream do come true oneces in a while
too bothered... and i can't do my work...

and today need to follow my boss to customer house...
i want to say no but i don't know how...