this whole week is hectic. i got another warning letter and plus penalty... that means half of my allowance gone... i don't know lah too stressful with the management not the job. the boss is not understanding and what ever they say is right aND we cannot give reasond because what ever we say is treated as not true.
i love the kids.. i think i will be given the last warning very soon and i don't know why, just have the feeling and i hate it. i love the job but the management sucks... since i started this job i have been so miserable they treat us like animals without feelings whatever they decide for us we have to follow. idiots sih.. k lah that's all for today... :(

i am not happy and i am not sad but i am boredddddddddddddddddd like mad..........
i am bored with my life ... why??? still can ask why is it.... ok before you think there is something wrong with me i must make it clear that i will not commit any suicide or what ever i am just having this bored-like-mad-syndrom, coz i have no money, no life and too many stuff to finish by end of this month and i don't think i can finish all of that... haizz.. just so tired and sometimes no mood to do anything
just feel like sleeping only... ok busy now lecture started already .... here come stress

dah lama tak blog sih.. ye lah busy wif work and now i am sick... yup blocked noce headache and all dia punya kaum kerabat. but i cannot take mc coz nanti gaji kene potong. well nyari i have to relief satu full time trainer kat siglap sec... came here by cab coz tak tahu macam mana nak datang sini. well not teaching today just help invigilate budak sec 3 nye test but the test does not even look like a test. the teachers here are very friendy. but budak2nye take advantage. i don't seems to jumpa aisyah coz she is in this school but i think i saw her guy tadi .. kalau tak salah lah... tapi this guy selekeh semacam .... baju ter keluar sana terkeluar sini then rambut kusut masai. hahah kalau ye pun sori aishah hehe anyway b4 i went for the invigilating thingy the other trainer told me that the class is super naughty and will use vulgar word. well i was kind of scared but when i went to the class it was not that bad after all. well the did use vulgar words but not as naughty as those primary school kids lah... dorang ni semua terkawal lah. hahah banyak melayu sih skola ni bleh sih the ratio here is 5 malay is to 2 chinese.... banyak kan... well kat skola sini not much to do lah just come and sit at the desk then kene tolong pin up surat khabar.. transfer infomation to discattes and yup... that's it that's all... harap2 the reliefing is only 1 day coz kalau besok kene lagi i have to reach school at 7am... please tak rarat... penat pindah and kenduri belum lagi hilang and i don't have enought sleep at all. all the eye bags and panda eyes are here to stay... well i kind of like tis kind of job... relaxing lah tak stress sanggat. maybe i have not felt the real working tak??? coz i am now only part time and when i got the full time position maybe baru merasakan bahang nye hehehe... well siraj hari tu tak datang lah... ehehe he's ccute niwae *wink shafiqah jgn bilang dia eh... malu sih... hehe it's a secret between us heheh well hope he's ok lah... with all that problem... ngantuk sih i don't evn know what to do now.. so that's why i blog panjang cam gini... all the nonsense stuff ... k lah maybe i should start on my flash project... still thinking what game must i choose.... i need to pass sih kalau tidak mapus dah lah yg video editing markah confirm kene potong coz lambat hantar tapi aku dah antar sih... dorang kata tak antar... pe sih... k lah nanti balik macam tak nak pehi MIS sih... macam nak balik sih... haizz.... too tired...

sorry for not updating for a long time here are some of the reasons as to why i never update... firstly every day when i reach home it was already late and all i can think is my bed... secondly i am having a very bad week which i wish i will not remember but will also tell you what later... and lastly i am not a my best mood.
ok now i'll tell you why i am having a bad week . firstly i was scolded by my big boss, and what is my mistake, becoz i save my work at the computer and went back to take it when there is another class in the lab. firstly i must say that the class have not started the lesson yet and even the computer is not on yet. and becoz of that the f******g guy shout at me... i was really sad that i cried in class... come on tell me is it a very big crime??? until i am being shout at... k lah gtg

today reach my office damn early sih. i reach raffles @ 8.10. got one funny incident. while i was happily listening to mp3 and waiting for the train door to open suddently one woman who is standing beside me suddently fainted.. god i was so shocked ma, then everyone around her panicked like mad, then 2 women on my right try to carry her up but she seems to be unconsience then i try to wake her up by shaking her shoulder. then like magic she just pick her self up went out of the cabin and went up the escalator. like nothing happen sih... gosh, then everything like normal but there i am shocked like mad.... haha what a weirdo

today was the worse day firstly my dad transfer money late so i went to work late then wait for the mrt but the mrt too full so wait for the next train but the next train is also full so i got no choice but to take the third train . the third train was also full but i manage to squeeze my way in, so i reach work late @ 9am then i was called by the big boss and was given the first warning letter, then have to go lunch late then lost my way around the building , today was the worse day ever man... well i don't know what to say .. i'll try to come early lah next time... i will really try... but don't know lah they don't even ask why i come late or watever... they don't think of us at all.. well that's all i wanna say today lah... bad day.... :(

Where do you live? A new home in Singapore
Latest addiction? ngage
Song that you're listening right now? in class can not listen to music
What are you doing right now? typing...
Who was the last person you went out to eat with? yesterday went lunch with diana and pey wei
If you were a toy, what would you be? toy? an adorable toy??
Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? thailand maybe, or australia ...
What's your ringtone? changing my phone so in the mean time i just silent
What do you think a toblerone is? chocolate lah
What are you wearing right now? baju and seluar ..... i'm in class lah
Do you wear contacts? yep.
What was the best advice ever given to you? reach in school early or a heavier punishment will be given to you
Can you drive? maybe
What are your plans?collect 20k by 4 years hahaha
Favourite Film? anythng scary
Do you like to dance? yup, sometimes depend on my mood
Are you too shy to ask anyone out? nope.
Worst feeling in the world? losing my love
Worst sound? noise
What's the first thing you do when you wake up? check the time
Roller coaster, scary or exciting? scary, i am afraid of height
How many times do you let the phone ring before you answer it? 2 times sometimes
Is the glass half full or half empty? half full bottle
Your best physical feature? my heart.. hahaha
Milk or white chocolate? milk
Day or Night? night.
Summer or winter? summer
Cake or pie? cake.
Diamonds or pearls? none
Sunrise or sunset? both
Have you ever broken a bone? nope.
You hate people who are? liar, arrogant
Do you believe in fighting? nope.
What skill do you wish you had? a strong heart and more patient.
Where are your favourite places? anywhere quiet
Who sent you last sms? di
Last sms you sent to? di
Last person you talked on the phone?my mum
Last Person whom you chatted with last night? di
Last photos you took with friends? wow... very long time ago
any plans of going out? aft class today am jus going home.
What would you do after answering this bulletin? by den class should end. so i'll jus be heading home
Your tag victims? i dunno shd i or not. see first

know what after teaching for 3 weeks i think i like teaching sec sch becoz they can displine them self and not asking soo much question and not saying nonsence stuff. godh today was the most terrible day of teaching becoz even when i scold them they still still act as if nothing is wrong and they tend to show their innocense face. there is this one girl whom can't stop talking i think she can take over me.. coz she talk more than me. so i have taught 2 class today 2h and 2e.
2h was so noisy that when i say if you don't keep quiet now you will have to stand the whole class. well what do you think of course they stand the whole class coz they could not keep quiet at all and they don't mind. for 2e they are not noisy but they ask too much questions and give too many comment until i don't know what to say... even their form teacher scolded them to stop talking nonsence.. gosh i do miss juying sec 1a3... for me they are the best class i ever taught... too bad lah i am only part time trainer. the good part is teaching but the bad part is that i need to do technical stuff such as installing ram lah repair computer lah and the other lah lahs... haha kind of like this job.. maye i would stay longer than 2 years or maybe not. or course there is no life lah gtg... students here

today is friday... hehe today i was sent to west grove primary school. the school is near juying lah so not much difficult to come here but the timing to go home is 6.20... punya lah lambat sih... nyari lak kene ajar computer wellness. untuk budak primary 2 tu yg pening tu. then nanti cikgu dia pun ade tu yang seram kalau nanti dorang kasi feedback rabak pengsan aku adui... pulak tu kene ajar computer wellness that is computer safty lah .. tak tahu lah bole tidak itu lah yg mengancong kan... yg paling boring nyari ade 3 class bukan 1 tau... that's why habis lambat sih... niwae can't wait to buy new phone... ngage at last dapat pakai same phone ngan di... i am excited... tapi at the same time seram jugak lah coz nanti mama marah ke ape ke... aniway sat i pindah.. so after work then kalam kabut balik rumah...k lah got to go... nanti kalau ade time free i will update lagi in the mean time wanna do nadia's logo heheh.....

for the past 2 years have been a happy year for me... it's been 2 years and i almost forgot you but suddently you came back... now i realise that i do miss him.... gosh... why do i still feel this way.. it's bad....... very2 bad.... what should i do... i wish that ... no i do want to contact him... but ... too complicated... i do want to talk to him always i hope but.... haiz....well that's all i want to eat and sleep... phong... puttaphong srithap.... hunter