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Name: Hirmah Bte Mazlan (EmA) Date of Birth: November16 1985 Horoscope Sign: Stupid Scopio To add me at MSN or Friendster gal_05@hotmail.com My Normal Email hir5mah@yahoo.com.sg Defy Gravity 
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 Me & Him on our 7 years Aniversary   My 2nd Bdae cake celebrated with family @ my Bro house  Hari raya kisses 2007  My First Bdae cake @ Pizza Hut with my Darlz... My life is so unpredicteble. Coz what ever that have been planned out have to change, all my plans have to change... Di kata nak tunang bulan depan and i don't know... What we have planned is that kita tunang on 25 dec 2008 but then my mum keep on insisting that we have to tunang earlier because ( rolling my eyes...) my abg sedara dah tunang semua dah tunang and i yang dah matair dah lama tak tunang2 and i wonder how it will affect me and my status coz she kept saying that banyak orang dah tanya and dia dah malu coz i slalu keluar pada hal pada hal.... i keluar only like onces a week and that is after work and i have to be home early like b4 10pm... i habis keje 4pm sih... pethatic rite.... haiz... life... i am 22 but yet i am treated like a 12 years old kid. And work sucks... So many problems and i hate it... semua my fault because i am the full time staff and i felt like i am always being bullied around. i need more freedom in everything. i have no time to anything since i started to work here and i always have to bring home work and which i don't like... coz each time i need to bring home work my mum will nag and nag complaint and complaint.... and you know what suddently i am lazy to study... coz work is already so tiring by the time i reach school my eyes feels like closing and nothing go inside my head. Next year if i were to tunang as per schedule that is 25 dec then bila kak ipar i nikah i tak bole pegi coz cik ipok punya anak pun kawin... i don't even know which one is important but my mum say i must go my bro sedara kawin, but my guy say i must be at his sis wedding coz kita kan baru tunang and i must help out... how2... i am really torn apart... After i tunang and if my salary is still like this i am confirm difficult to kumpul duit cukup for my wedding. i am engage for 3 years and i can only say at the most 200 per month so that means 2400 for a year and for 3 years 7200 and at most kerja kawin makan duit 10 k and tu tak masok honeymoon and whatever.... so first thing i need to find a job which give me at least 1.5k per month... and i am still finding for one and the requriment kan AL must have @ least 12 days coz 7 days to me is not enough. and must have at least 2 staff excluding me coz i don't want to be like this always being stranded alone almost 40% of the time.....hopefully i can last this year without any hipcups... tapi kalau tahun ni tunang pun i don't mind lah... gatal jugak kan aku....;P |